5 weeks into ocs
and i feel my mental endurance being tested
we rush to wait
and we wait to rush
everyday you become more tired
and you just have to endure till the day you book out
i rather spend time out of my house when i book out
which i think is wrong
cos i feel like i'm neglecting my parents who have really been my pillars through army so far
always looking out for my safety and health
while telling me that i shouldn't over exert myself and all

yes my friends, i have not forgotten you all.
yiling, con, weiling, bernard, tessa
you guys may not know this but i pinned some pics of us on my noticeboard
so whenever i'm in my bunk i just look at the pics so i'll make myself happy
i plan to pin the whole notice board with pictures
so when we meet,
TAKE MORE NICE PICS K!

tough times lie ahead
a ten day field camp
which will be shiong la
that will be like a 2 weeks confinement
i'll only get to book out on the 22nd i think
then 2 weeks later we'll have "scorpion king"
which will be a 4 days? field camp
BUT look on the bright side
after that, would mean that i'll be about 3 weeks away from completiing my service term
that shall be my motivation

thx to con and her citi clear card

i now own my nano.

BUT

i now have new target

oh shit..

booked out
came home and waited for my mama's smile
went out with ling and con
shopping...
allan came along
then its drinking with the gang again
weiling bernard nessa kevin jon shawn kenneth joey
good times
good games
next week again again

ps: you're thinking too much
and worrying too much about other ppl's affairs
your priority shld be your happiness n peace